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Deadbeat

from Personalities EP by Vacive

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For the children of divorce with deadbeat parents.

lyrics

Oh my god,
Is there no understanding?
Troubled's just an understatement
All these lies, & I still don't believe you
When do I get to meet the real you?
Pill after pill, & thought after thought
I'd give anything to make it stop.

My mind is being consumed
I cannot win this battle
All I ever do is fucking lose

Every fucking day I'm wasting all my time
On someone who doesn't even know that I'm alive
Constantly I think to myself that everything will change
No matter how hard I try
Everything stays the same

I'm abandoned
My life is falling apart & it has been from the start
I'm abandoned
I'm fucking lost at sea
Do you remember me?

I've been searching
For everything that I've left behind me
but when I open my eyes, I start to realize
That I never had anything

And now lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to reap
And if I die before I wake
That's all right 'cause I was nothing but a fucking mistake

Yeah yeah ha ha ha

For years I waited around hoping that you would show up
Surprise Surprise, I've got the worst fucking luck
You're just a fucking deadbeat you never loved me
How could my family turn into my worst enemy

The grass ain't greener on the other side
Fingers crossed hoping everything would be alright
I never thought it'd end up this way, I guess that's just what I get for thinking

I've been searching
For everything that I've left behind me
but when I open my eyes, I start to realize
I always find myself asking

God
Is there no understanding?
Troubled's just an understatement
All these lies, & I still don't believe you
When do I get to meet the real you?
Pill after pill, & thought after thought
I'd give anything to make it stop.

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from Personalities EP, released June 3, 2016

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Vacive Fredericksburg, Virginia

Metalcore from Fredericksburg, VA.

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